Bamboos


等待许久的假期终于还是到来
可是我并没有预期中的兴奋~
(>_<)

记得上个星期赶活赶死的做
Assignments
CTS + ENBE
有史以来最讨厌的功课

尤其是 ENBE !!
让我有了第一次深夜还留在学校里干活的经验

09/08/2010
本应该是和比比的浪漫两个月纪念吧
当天我真的是异常兴奋吧
因为比比居然和我穿同一件衣服去学校
哈!
真高兴!

可是接下来就是赶功课了

昨天的星期日
其实就已经开始在做了
可是因为换了 Site
Design 全部都要改
不然就完全不 Suit 新的 Site
所以大家都很头痛
有些组员呢,
还真的一点贡献也没有
就坐在家里翘着二郎腿等分数!
当然我也不是那么好欺负的!
所以我也敢敢的在调查表里
把你们的贡献值填上
零分!

虽然刚开始真的是困难重重
不过我们还是度过了这一个难关
通宵达旦的做完了
虽然留直深夜,不过还蛮特别的
呵呵
因为从来没试过嘛!

凌晨时分,学校并未显得诡异
反而有种奇特的安宁
在我的 Site 望下去
看见别的组都在分秒必争的赶工
有种好好笑的感觉 =.=
Hahahaha

原来的设计


深夜里和 Faris 一起到湖边 偷草!真炸到


差不多要完成了,大家都晕晕了 @@
也在尽最后的耐力努力地完成它


4 点凌晨回到家后
赶紧洗澡睡觉
大概 7 点多有赶去学校了
国际是我们期待已久的
Presentation!~!



痛苦的日子终于过了!

接下来就是假期了
本来很期待的
因为可以休息了
才刚开始第二天
可我怎觉得生活开始有点没意义去了
假期真的很闷!

快要发疯去了
每天都 FB + MSN
真的受不了!!


蝴蝶眨几次眼睛


很喜欢这一首歌
当杜伯汉第一次弹奏这首曲时
一种莫名的感动涌上而来
我知道我喜欢上这首歌了

最近不知不觉的
觉得和比比的感情升华了
但是冷战却是不可避免的

有时候会在想
自己是否不适合他呢?
觉得自己什么都做不好
想到这里就莫名又流泪了
从不哭的我
现在变成了一个爱哭包
很想狠狠的敲下自己的脑袋
那么爱乱想!

人忧天?
可是那些想法也不是胡来的啊
很多事刚开始都是美好的
但是时间久了,很多事也会变的
我无法相信
因为没有一个很实在的感觉
让我去依靠

很多事都是人们无法想象的
也无法去猜测
现在,可能什么都喜欢
可是以后呢?
会嫌弃吗?
觉得唠叨吗?

我希望我能完成
一个美丽的童话故事
但是我没可能一个人达成




。。

The Days =) 2

July 18, 2010 16:30

Bibiii ~~i miss u ~heee :)
muack muack muack
muack muack muack
muack muack muack
muack muack muack
muack :) heee love u to da max heee <3

Although is simple, But i'm really happy when i read this =)

July 24, 2010

Bii's "first meeting" with my "friends"
At Yuan Steamboat =)

I don't know how was it for my bii, i guess it will be like the first i met his friends o.O
I'm really happy that he is "joining" in to my life, is not like the Xs, this is what i hope my bf will be and do, involve himself with my family and friends, a good interacting, the more confident i have in my heart that he is really in love with me. Is not just "play play" that makes me worry and emo for sometimes


July 31, 2010 18:44

Bibi . . . . Sorry lur i really really love u de , and i will not say such things, or release my stress to bii de , never before , never will . Really sorry to mislead bii lur ;( sorry :( T.T

Even though I'm not a woman that cry easily for little tiny case ~ huge project
But i am a pretty sensitive person, especially love for family, individually, and in a relationship.
For this day, i don't know why i cry so easily,
When i read that text, my heart is like 凉了,i don't understand why my bii treat my like this
and i start sobbing, my heart is so pain n my tear is so sour it never stops.
Even now, when i think it again i will still cry, i know it was a misunderstood, but i just can't control the tears

I hope my biii will not treat me like this, as what he said, i believe it won't happen,
I wish i could be his harbor, i'm glad that if he share his stress or problem with me BUT not anger.

I'm grateful that i have a good hubby, he gives me happiness and a life with love.
I won't want to hurt him and i try not to do so.

He is like my guardian angel, protecting me, i feel safe when i'm with him and the feeling is really warm and comfortable

I love him and i'm sure with it. I'm looking forward for our future, i hope it won't turns to be a hurt and i'm still worry about this =(